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I Still Dream About My Ex
I have always had vivid dreams. I am usually able to remember them and dissect them, I used to write them down as soon as I woke up. Now, I don’t need to. They stick with me throughout my days.
Often, I have lucid dreams and when I’m not lucid, I am usually able to take control and make them so. I have had dreams predicting friends’ pregnancies, I have had dreams predicting events that happen later in my week. My period has been irregular since I was fifteen but I often dream I get my period the night before it arrives. I have spoken to dead ancestors in my dreams, I have received very clear messages for action from them.
So the fact that I still dream about my ex despite wanting nothing to do with him, despite being in a happy and healthy relationship more than two years after ours ended horribly, is something that could very easily mess with a person like me. (Click here to read the story of our break-up and get some background.) I don’t let this rest easy. I dissect, I consult with my amazing and talented mentor and friend. I ask my guides for more information and I try to shield up to protect myself from his negative influences.
The dreams are all very similar: I am in his apartment, sometimes it is the same apartment he lived in when we dated, sometimes it’s a new place I’ve never been before but I know that it’s his. I am not entirely…
